souvenirs i saved

There was a time, however brief, during the Capitol records era, when the label actually cared about Mark and tried to promote him. For the “Good Morning Spider” release, there were various promotional items created, including matchbooks. An entire box of which I absconded with at the end of a Sparklehorse show at the Double Door in Chicago around the time the album came out. Hey, they were just sitting there on the table and nobody else seemed to notice or care.

The matchbooks are white with stark black printing. The GMS bird and Sparklehorse logo on the front, and on the back, the quote “From its chimney he breathed all creatures last panic”. This is a phrase excerpted from the text that runs around the circumfrence of the GMS compact disc, which reads in its entirety:

DISTORTED HAINT I WANT TO BE A SHINY NEW BABY WITH A SPONGY BRAIN BLOODY LAKE ANGELS WHO’S HUMID SMOKE HAUNT THE DAWN WOODS ALL HOT AND STORMY BIRD BLOOD ALL HOT AND STORMY BIRD’S BLOOD FANGS SPANNING YELLOW AGAINST THE EARTH COAL DEVILS HE WALKED OUT OF THE KEROSENE RIVER AND LIT HIS PIPE BY THE SLAUGHTERHOUSE FROM ITS CHIMNEY HE BREATHED ALL CREATURES LAST PANIC AND HE WALKED AND WALKED THROUGH THE COUNTRYSIDE AND HIGHWAYS DRIPPING BLACK TAR AND FIERY FOOTPRINTS MY HANDS LOOK LIKE MY DADDY’S HANDS MY HANDS LOOK LIKE MY DADDY’S THE SWANS OF SUGARY SLEEP A GOOD PLACE TO REST FORGOTTEN HOUSES WITH THEIR POWDERY WALLS AND THEIR SPOOKS IT’S A HARD WORLD FOR LITTLE THINGS BLIND AND SALTY CHOIR IT’S FRIED UP MINE EYES

GMS was the first Sparklehorse record I bought. I admit I missed the boat on “Vivadixie…” back in the day. But I played GMS relentlessly. It is still probably my favorite record of all time, or certainly one of my top 5. And the above is part of the reason why I came to love that record, and Mark’s music as I do. It’s the essence of Sparklehorse. Dark, Southern, poetic, disturbing, frenzied. But also sentimental, heartfelt, warm.

And as for the matchbooks, well over the years, I’ve foolishly burned many of them up. But I think Mark would have appreciated that. Nothing lasts forever. And that they are destroyed and burned up by their very own selves, is sadly reminiscent of the man, so they are entirely fitting in that regard. Yet, despair not, for a few of them still remain, somehow, after all these years. To be used on special occasions: lighting fireworks, bonfires, sparklers, and perhaps a memorial candle somewhere.

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5 thoughts on “souvenirs i saved

  1. Oh man, I remember seeing Sparklehorse play as part of the Good Morning Spider tour in San Francisco. This was 1997 maybe? I went with my father. We took the BART train from Oakland. There were a few matchbooks at the merch table and I helped myself. I remember the first song they played was “Spirit Ditch” and the last song they played was “Pig.” Later that night, when the concert got out, it was too late and the BART train had stopped running. We tried to get a cab. A man who worked at one of the expensive hotels in the area called a friend who owned a limo. Within minutes there was a limo at the curb ready to take us home. The driver charged $50. As for the matches, they lasted for a while. I used them mostly to build fires in our fireplace. Nothing last forever.

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